lil tomato

2011-10-16T18:02:00.007+08:00

The greatest thing about my life right now is probably my family.

They are the ones that will always be there for me.
Though they are the ones that always nag at me. But hey, those naggings really did woke me up.

Time flies, Sem 2.2 is approaching it is going to be a whole lot of getting to know new classmates, finding your project group mates and rushing through everything again. I'm really glad how Sem 2.1 turned out to be a really great semester for me. With all the hardworking, funny and awesome SSM group, funniest and most sporting project mates, and definitely friends that were always with me.

My oh-so-sporting group mates! I had lots of awesome time doing project with them! All the silly and funny ideas we have for our projects and how everyone played their part in making our projects a successful one. THANK YOU GUYS ALOT! & oh, shai is missing in this picture! This natural-born actor!

Joan Foo Jia Qi! If not for her, I wouldn't have survived this semester.

Now I'm really hoping that I would get into a class where at least there is this one person that I am comfortable to be with. Just one is enough! I'm also praying that I would be able to survive through Culinary Science! kekeke.

Lastly, the highlight of this holiday is THE CAMBODIA TRIP!!!

This trip made me thought through a lot of things in my life. The people there were happy with their simple lives. Here I am, living in a developed country with all the things I want, but why am I still complaining about how hard my life is?

Awesome friends that I made during the trip! They were the ones that made this whole trip a whole lot better!

And my new "hubby"! Did I mention that he proposed to me in Cambodia?

ALL TIME FAVOURITE ROOMIE! & oh, I dreamt of her when she was just sleeping next to me! We had 3 beds for the both of us to roll around!

Till here people! Leah hai! :)

):

2010-08-11T14:50:00.002+08:00

Woke up at like 4.44am today, what a timing right.
I swear i had the sweetest dream last night, but the moment i woke up i knew it was a nightmare. The worst nightmare i ever had. And yes, after everything it just proved me right.

I shouldn't have cared so much at all.

SWDJ, where are you! I NEED YOU NOW DESPERATELY! ):

This is bad, wake up your idea MJ.

2010-08-04T23:46:00.001+08:00

Moodswings are bad ):
I'm living a life that i dont like at all.
Sometimes, i really wish time could rewind.

I dont like guessing games.

2010-08-01T01:33:00.003+08:00

Omg, kill me please.
I have work later and i'm still wide awake.
Work later! LIKE FINALLY~

I'll try my v.best not to be late Gan! :D
Cause i know you'll definitely think i'll be late( ahem, i think i will too).
But fret not, we're still going to have our Breadtalk for breakfast! <3
Seriously, i'm feeling dizzy now.
I mean these few days. I dont wanna be sick! ):

Coz we're worlds apart

2010-07-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

Today is really a bad bad day.

The matter of fact is i feel so depressed.
I know you were doing things for the better of me.

But hey, i dont like it the way you do things. I DONT.

I've never once in my life liked it when i feel so disturbed and depressed by what you said.

But i think, you've never noticed.
I hate the way things are now.

You're like the bestest friend of mine.
I never ever once wanted things to be like this.

But shouldnt we give each other more respect?

I'm trying to adjust myself. Its not your fault.

Maybe as time goes, it made me realised that i didnt really know you as well as i thought i did.

Dont mind me, i just need a place to let out my thoughts.

2010-07-04T09:57:00.001+08:00

It feels really weird when you realise the person that you always thought you knew,
wasnt really what you knew.

2010-06-18T17:39:00.003+08:00

Its really time that we learn to grow up.
Know when to be serious,
when to let our hair down and have lots of fun.
And wht kind of reactions to give.
Stop complaining and whining like a kid.
Its time to grow up.
Be independent, stop relaying on others.
Neither can your parents or friends be with you forever.
At times in life, you'll realise you have nobody but yourself.

2010-06-15T22:40:00.001+08:00

HI BLOG.
I'M NOT FEELING AS HAPPY AS I SHOULD.
WHAT I'VE BEEN ANTICIPATING FOR, DIDNT MAKE ME FEEL AS HAPPY.
):

2010-06-15T02:07:00.000+08:00

HI, IT JUST DOESNT FEEL RIGHT ):
WHATS WRONG W ME RECENTLY! ):

2010-06-11T01:28:00.003+08:00

Hey GC, we can feel what you feel.
We're all gng to try our best.
No one is gng to go through this alone,

coz we're all in this together.
As ONE.
Seeing you so upset that day made us all feel upset too.
Cheer up dude! Its gng to be fine and tmr is always gng to be a better day! ;D

Thanks alot OC! :D
Your messages always cheer me up when i'm down! :D

2010-05-30T11:21:00.002+08:00

STUDY! GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH! :D
THREE PAPERS! :D
C'MON! :DDDDDDDDDD

Oh no, i have no motivation to study!

2010-05-27T10:54:00.002+08:00

I think the problem lies in me.
Not you, not her. not anyone else.

Soon you'll be gone.

2010-05-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

Just another lie of yours.
I had enough of you.
Stop lying to me. D:
I dislike the sight of you.

2010-05-23T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hi, what shit have i gotten myself into again?

I dont wannt the whole damn cycle to repeat itself again.
I dont know how you feel about stuffs.

Hi my dearest dearest friend,

i really dk what is happening, see my change in attitude towards you.

I no longer feel so excited and happy to spend times with you,

in fact i feel irritated at times. This is super no good!

I dont want things to be like this!

I just want things back to where it was the nicest.

And i'm starting to feel this ugly world.

LWS!

2010-05-20T00:24:00.002+08:00

Things do change and it feels kinda different now.
Is it me or you?
Or should i say its the environment?

I need some time alone to think abt everything.

As Andrew said, its not too good to carry everything onto you back.

POLY LIFE

2010-05-14T07:02:00.003+08:00

HI! :D

I need some beauty sleep during the weekends! And hopefully my weekends will be a fruitful one! and omg, Mid-sem test is coming soon! DDDDDDDDDD:
There's commsk test later, 600words! -.- i think i'll probably do badly for it.
And oh my FUN FB test was a disaster! D:

2010-05-08T21:16:00.004+08:00

Back to BOWEN today! :D
But it seems like the security guard still isn't that friendly!
Alright, I MISS BOWEN LIKE TTM! D:

I dislike poly life! Ok, maybe not.
Just need a little more time to adapt!
God damn it, the 3rd week of school has already passed.
I need to get my projects done! D:
But the happy thing in poly life is that i have AWESOME CLASSMATES! :D
Crazy people.

I miss D.Goh!

His stupid jokes that never failed to make the class laugh every lesson.
And times when i will be laughing and smiling when he starts scolding me.

And he will always scold me more.
Oh no, i really miss D.Goh.
I wanna more of his lessons, his stories, his jokes.
4e5! Lets have a trip back to bowen and stare at him outside his classroom! :D

I miss Mdm Mah, MdmLim and lots of awesome teacher in bowen!

I miss 2e3!
I just realised this was the only week after school starts tht i didnt meet up with 2e3 peeps.
I really miss them! D;

I miss campha too!
I miss rara-ing!
I miss being under the sun!
I miss doing duties.
I miss sleeping on the safari bed!
I miss doing night duties!
I MISSS THE KIDS! D:

AND LASTLY, I MISS BMB!

2010-05-08T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hi,

__I'm feeling damn pissed now.

______________________BYE!

2010-05-04T11:22:00.002+08:00

I dont like poly life.
I cant imagine myself having test like on the 4th week of school alr. D;
Please bring me back to sec school! DDDDD;

Computer is a major distraction.

2010-05-02T21:20:00.002+08:00

HELLO! :D
Second week of school have just passed and i've already got the feeling of not going to school! :x

Oh no, this is bad! I need to find some motivation to go to school!

Went for work today! Straight 8 hours of standing w/o breakfast and lunch! D:

I almost died there can!
HAHAHAHAHA!
And after working today, i realise tht i really miss the nice people there! :D
All fun, joy and laughters we had.
And how we gone through the Singtel event tgt/
& remembering how shag each and everyone of us were the next morning!
OMG, I MISS FF! D:
And oh! dearest kok hing still owes me a dinner! :D

I'm so not looknig forward to school tmr! D:
I still have tut undone! OMG! D;

2010-04-21T22:45:00.001+08:00

OMG!
I MISS PEOPLE FROM CAMPHA!
I MISS JBAC!
I'M STARTING TO DISLIKE GNG TO SCHOOL!
OH MY MAMA! D;

2010-04-16T00:20:00.004+08:00

hello earth!
Haven't been blogging recently!
woots! Ok, bowen won GOLD W HONOURS! yea baby! :D
And hohoho! School has kinda started!
Timetable is kinda well, nice? but a little screwed up? Ahahaha. Alright.
FOC iS DAMN HIGH! I LOVE! :D scarfo is love! :D

Ok, Shit. There is orientation! I'm dead tired now! Ahahaha! And hohoho, ZHIHUI, SHAWN, SHIjing AND JACKSON IS IN THE SAME CLASS AS ME! HAPPY OR WHAT! :D MUAHAHAHA! COME ON! LETS GET HIGH! :D

Hi my dear, I think I'm in love with you! Oopsxz!
What a lie!

2010-03-22T22:58:00.001+08:00

I THINK I"M CRAZY. I THINK I"M INSANE!

ITS A FEELING THAT CANT BE CONTROLLED! OH NO!

2010-03-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

Life has been rather hectic?

Life revolves around work and more work! HAHAHAHAHA!
Whatever. Hopefully G lets me go off at 5 tmr! PLEASE.
Omg, i just realised, this world is ugly. Not as nice as i thought it was.

2010-03-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO!

I'm feeling damn no life now.
Omg, i've been working for dk how many days.
& freak, 3-11 tmr when the rest of the F&B people are going to have fun. D=
Ok, sucks. I'm kinda sick of the place.
OH GOD! Save me! D=
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Bored ttm there.

& HOHOHO.
I feel happy today! ^^

Things no longer felt the same. This time, i know its me.
I"m trying, but to no avail. sucks ttm ):

2010-02-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!
As usualy, life has been rather the same for this holiday.
Job training on monday!
Excited?! OF COURSE! Who wouldnt be?
But i had to wake up damn early!
HOHOHOHO.
CNY is approaching & sad to say, i have got nothing prepared!
HAHAHAHAHA!

Today is a stupid day. Which apparently i enjoyed!
& seriously i hate ShawnWDJ! He sucks ttm.
HAHAHAHAHA! Ok, felt damn retarded today.
But hey, i'm still smiling to myself after thinking abt wht happened -.-
Dumb or what? D=

HAHAHAHAHA!
ALRIGHT! I THINK I SHOULD STOP BEING SO FORGETFUL! & ITS TIME FOR BEDDDD! ^^

2010-02-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

YO! Back to blogging people!
Its been damn long since i last blogged! Alright, life has been rather the same ever since i came back from KL. Well, but there's this event that i wont forget for life! First & definitely not the last! ^^ AHAHAHAH!
Alright, got myself a job! YES! My first official job! ^^ HAPPY TTM!

BACKTOREALITY

2010-01-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

Alright, havent been updating lately.

I've submitted my JAE, like derh. Ok, Poly was my choice. HTM. well, idk if i really want that. So lets see what happens on Wed (:
Holidays have been rather slacky, its either band, stay home or go out. LOL. I think i've wasted my holidays.

I've realise that i cant always just see things on the surface. For this time, i know i'm wrong.

2010-01-12T16:44:00.002+08:00

Everyone knows how miserable how i feel except you.
Coz you're the one that made me so miserable.

Got back my results. Kinda satisfied. No Cs, all As & Bs. So where should i go? JC/Poly? Idk. Not in the mood to think abt results now. Wtf. -.- Today just isnt the day.

Utterly disappointed. You never once knew or cared.

2010-01-04T00:45:00.002+08:00

FAMILY DAY! ^^

Had steamboat tgt & baked pineapple tarts! ^^

I miss school for a reason or so. & it seems like a lot of new teachers are joining Bowen. ): Hahsxz! Back to school tmr! YAY! Zakky & Shawny is gng to dance! Hahsxz. & i just remembered, i & zakky danced under the fireworks tgt before! HAHAHAHA! I miss KLWMBC like shit now! Hahahahaha. The 7D6N spent tgt was splendid! ^^ I miss the people there too!

I MISS BOWEN TOO!

2010-01-01T03:09:00.004+08:00

HEY! HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! ^^
Its 2010! 2009 has just passed!
@BH's house! The rest of them are like gng to bed soon! Oh god!
TIME CHECK: 0310!
Actually, they all went to bed even before 4am! -.-
So yea, count down @ BH's house. Mahjong-ed all the way till its 10secs before 12am. HAHAHAHA. We ran to his balcony & shouted happy new year. BUT, no replies unlike Black Out @ shawny's house. HAHAHA. So camwhored a little then JQ,JW & ZH went home coz they cant stay overnight ): The rest continued with mahjong while i'm glued to the teeeveeee! [:
The night was pretty boring coz they were like sleeping? Hahsxz. So went for breakfast with ngtingting in the early morning! Like around 6am? ^^ So headed for my bed the moment i reached home, slept till 12noon & was glued to the teevee again! ALRIGHT!

2009 is past, 2010 is present! ^^

2009 has passed pretty fast. I still remembered cursing & swearing at the fact that O level is approaching, but now, O level is long gone! Secondary school life is over for me, i hope! ><

2009-12-29T00:48:00.007+08:00

BACK FROM PERCUSSION BBQ!
My eyes hurt like shit now & I'm still having the BBQ smell ):
Anyway, kinda enjoyed it. Well, not the food or what. Maybe its just because i got to have a nice time with people from the section & managed to have a chat with the juniors.
Time flies! I sort of graduated from school & i'm no longer part of BowenSec. I MISS SCHOOL! LIKE REALLY! 4years just passed like this. Oh god. I'm moving on to a life that idk what i want now. Hahsxz. Ok, back to BBQ!
So as per usual, i'm the cook. DA-DA-DA time flies then ta-da we all went home. Not much games and stuffs. Just more of eating & talking this time round. The group photo is blur ttm, dont ask me why. IDK! Its either the photographer or the camera! HAHAHAHAHA!
Thanks to Isaac's parents that sent me and quekquek home! ^^
YEA! & quekquek rocks! Coz we're always late & we always happen to take the same bus tgt! ^^

To my dearest people:
Please be strong & believe in yourself. SELF-CONFIDENCE YO! & stop thinking so much, let nature take its course. Everything will be alright my dears! I'll be there for you guys! [[[[[[:

I've adapted to changes. You're one that i wont understand till now. & somehow or rather, i'm no longer so paranoid over the little things that you do or the reactions you gave. Good/Bad? Think its good for the both of us. So that we wont be quarreling that much as i aint that sensitive now! HAHAHAHA.You had changes these few weeks & yes, its for the better! [: alright, it doesnt matter much actually. HAHAHAHAHA! Alright, NIGHTSXZ PEOPLE!

I hate it when school reopens. Diverted attentions. ]]]]]]];

家家有本难念的经

@Ivana-HAHAHAH! Thanks for tagging! ^^ Cya later! ^^

2009-12-27T15:16:00.002+08:00

What is Man Without Beasts?

If all the beasts were gone,
man would die from great loneliness.
For whatever happens to the beasts
also happens to man.
All things are connected.
Whatever befalls the Earth
befalls the sons of the Earth

-Chief Seattle of the Suauqmish & Duwamish

2009-12-25T22:10:00.001+08:00

No dinner with shawny.
Zoo tmr! I've got no idea what to wear!
WOOOTSXZ! Christmas is gng to be OVER! LIKE SERIOUSLY!
Sometimes, actions doesnt kill as much as words.

2009-12-25T16:44:00.000+08:00

Blogger & Facebook hasnt been very friendly to me! D=
I cant upload the pictures taken last night. ]:

Black Out 2009 was a SUCCESS! [:
Met Shawn Wong ,who apparently is late even though he told me not to be late, Zhihui and Samyeo at compass point to get our gifts. Samyeo went home to get changed. And shawn wong started his evil plans. So shopped and down to Shawn's house to get ready the gifts & goodie bags for everyone{This sounds like a birthday party} After that head down to meet Samyeo at rivervale mall to get the food & stuffs, head back to shawn's house again. Shawny is good cook afterall! So everyone arrived! & TA-DA the whole thingy started. Lazy to elaborate that much! I HAD FUN! DID YOU GUYS HAVE FUN WHILE WAITING FOR CHRISTMAS TO ARRIVE?

HO HO HO HO!
I'm kinda in a christmas mood now! ^^

Hey! The pictures are stil uploading! I've only uploaded like 12/200+ pictures!
OH GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! D:

I MISS ZAKKY & ALL! D;
I MISS KLWMBC!
I MISS BMB!
I MISS CLIQUE!
I MISS SCHOOL!
I MISS 2E3'07!

I'm still wondering if i'm still going to meet shawny later. O.O
ZOOOOOOOOOO TMR! ♥

2009-12-23T00:28:00.001+08:00

Ok! I still cant get over KLWMBC!
Alright! LETS GO BACK NEXT YEAR! teehee.
I'm lazy to blog about the full 7D6N thingy!
Its just awesome! ^^
HAHAHAHA.
Zakky is jealous because J just said:"i'm here my dear" to me!
LOLOL! Its ok Zakky, you have your N! LOL.

Let me understand you again once more. Distant.

2009-12-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK FROM KL! ^^
KLWMBC WAS WOW!
Alright, i'm lazy to update! Wait till i wake up later! ^^

2009-12-14T00:56:00.003+08:00

AWAY FOR SEVEN DAYS! OMG!
KL in another few hours.
I've got no idea how am i gng to survive there!
& omg, i'm bringing a damn huge luggage over since there is no other luggage available! D=

I'm so gng to miss everything in singapore.
I'm gng to miss MUMMY, DADDY, & SISTERS! DDDD=
Omg, seven days. I think i'll be home-sick. )=
I'm gng to call home every night! ^^ TEEHEE.
& i wish KL trip will end quickly so that i can be back home & MEET UP WITH PUNKRED 5! ^^
HOHOHOHO! I FEEL LIKE DANCING TP's MASS DANCE NOW! DDD=
STUPID GZH!

Lastly! GOOD LUCK BMB! MUACKSXZ! LOVES!

& MISS ME PEOPLE! ^^

I know GZH is gng to miss me a lot! ^^ hehsxz.

2009-12-12T00:50:00.001+08:00

MARRY MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON~
I miss TPRAWKS & PUNK RED 5! ^^
Omg, the outing yesterday was full of laughters. Met Joel, Leyon, Zhihui, Yilin, Shuting & Marietta after band practice @ PS. Went for pool, LOLOL! Then movies & finally rotting outside PS.
Hahsxz, lazy to elaborate! Its just a fun day with lots of laughters! ^^
Its like 3 more days to KL trip!
Excited? Yes/No.
Its gng to be a 7D6N thingy! I dont know how i'll be spending this 7days.
May god bless me! Especially that 1.5KM. *Faints.

Alright! Its time for bed! NIGHTSXZ! ^^

I understood.
That point of you is the thing that i hate the most, and also saluate you for.
& its the one that got us nearer and then further. Let the friendship stay & sweep away the bad thingsxz! =D

MISS PUNK RED 05!

2009-12-09T23:26:00.008+08:00

I swear that i'm feeling damn miserable now.
Damnit, idk why am i gng at the first place.
When now, i feel like a piece of shit.
When i decided that time, i asked myself, is it worth it.
The answer was YES. But now, IDK.

You dont seem to care.
Its always like this.
Why cant YOU try to understand how i feel all these while?
Well, i know you wont try to.
Just let me have the hope that someday you will.

Yes, & all these landed me in this state.

2009-12-06T23:20:00.001+08:00

Now what?
Hahsxz, gonna focus on band stuffs for the time being. Its just 8 or more days more to KL trip.

I feel damn shitty now. .
KL TRIP!~
Please come faster. I needa get out of S'pore. All thses are driving me crazy,

2009-12-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

I guess i'll be missing out a lot of things this holiday.
I cant make it for TP RAWKS SENTOSA.
I might not be going for PunkRed 5 outing too!
I havent been meetin 2e3 peeps for dk how long!
I havent meet clique for this holiday!
I havent meet Meishan & friends!
I havent went to fly kite.
My zoo trip!
My baby cousin!
Family outings!
& Some exhibitions!
& NO JOBS FOR ME THIS HOLIDAY!
I've spent dk how much $$ this holiday and i'm not earning any money to pay dad back. Oh god, effing guilty! =X

DAMN LOTS OF THINGS!
& knw what? My schedule for next week is full! Except for Sunday! Hopefully i wont need to attend sectionals on Thursday if not i really cant attend PunkRed 5 outing )= And after that, i'll be going to KL! -.- Thats pretty fast, time flies! DDDD=

ANYWAY! LCX! PLEASE JY! 48hours ok! ^^

Life is like playing a violin in public and learning the instrument as one goes on

2009-12-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

What a hectic week i'm having! Next week will be damn hectic too! DD=
Going to miss TPRAWKS outing on this saturday! )=
Life has been revolving around bandbandband & more band stuffs. I'm supposed to get more fair for this holiday but in the end, i got more red & tan! Hahsxz.
Somehow or rather things just arent quite in place these few days. When a little thing goes wrong, i'll feel that the damn whole day is so screwed up! Ok, bad mindset!
Alright, I MISS LOTSA PEOPLE NOW! Holiday is a time for me to catch up with people, but nahs, this holiday isnt! )=

When i see you feeling so happy, i knew its the end.
I know for this time, you're in love.

2009-11-29T00:15:00.002+08:00

I know you loves me
& I loves you too!
Whenever i see you, you'll always make me go red.
Its so unbearable, but i just love you too much.
I CAN'T LIVE W/O YOU MR SUN! ^^

Band practice again & the sun got me so red again.
& know what? TAN LINES AGAIN! DDDDD=
And i just realised i have a packed schedule for this whole holiday! & its full of BAND BAND BAND! =O I wanna meet up with clique!!! & lotsa people! But time isnt allowing things to happen!! )=
Alright, i'm feeling happy happy now! ^^

Chinmei:hey meijia!(: yay , we danced in the bandroom together today!;DD
-Hahahaha! yesyes! You still have lots of chances to dance with me in the band room again! ^^

Zhihui:dun be sad! dun be sad! dun be sad! dun be sad! dun be sad! dun be sad! dun be sad! dun be sad!
-Yesyes! not sad anymore. Super happy now! ^^

2009-11-27T23:56:00.001+08:00

HI YO! ^^
Family day today! =D
&daddy just bought EOS1000D ^^
Hohohoho! ^^

Saw Hweewen & Qunliang today! Hohoho!

Alright. Today is a happy happy happy day yo! ^^

2009-11-26T22:18:00.004+08:00

Went down for band practice today.
What a screwed up day.
Alright, for once i realised the fear i had in me when you totally ignored me.
But hey, that isnt the ending i wanted too ok.
Its a fact afterall, you're not joining us. For how long you wanna hide from the rest of them?
Hahs. Everything has gone wrong now. From the moment you walked out of the room i knew that things wouldnt be the same anymore. I dont hope for things to be like normal or better, i just hope that things wont get worse. You & I are poles apart now.

The fear i didnt know how to describe when you walked out.
The fear when i just said it out.
Yes, you will say its too late. But hey, idk what to do now.
I DONT. I called you, no answer. I messaged, no reply.
What the fuck you want me to do now?
Ya, just forget abt everything? You lead your life & i lead mine?
If you want & you can. I can, if that is what you want. You just need to open your mouth & tell me that and i will follow it. I know its my fault today that i blurted everything out. But hey, they understand ok. What you want me to do now. Yes, ignore me for all you want. Because i will always end up getting a reply: sorry, i suck at handling this kind of things.
Hahs. fine. I dont know what i'm feeling now.

When i lost you, it feels like i lost everything. Hahs.

Anyway, Thanks neighbour!

2009-11-25T20:10:00.007+08:00

PROM WAS A BLAST!
Alright, went for band prac till around 1230pm & then went home to get changed. Waited for shuting & Jiaiwei to come over to my place. So we got changed and cabbed down to the salon to get our make-up & hair done! So picked yanting up too! =D So cabbed down to Furama & tada, everything started! ^^ It was damn cool! Oh well, kinda embarrassing too! But overall its was FUN! ^^ Farah was the prom queen! (Y). The last part reminded me of Jam & Hop! LOL. Ok, whatever it is, BWSS PROM NIGHT WAS NICENICENICE! =D
For pictures, refer to FB! =D

HOHOHO. Band prac tmr!~
I dont want to be tan! & definitely not red! Urgh.

For once, i thought things through. This time, i didnt want to think too much abt everything. Oh maybe, yes i did. But later i realised all the previous acts of mine were childish. I've thought it through, its no longer my business. Whatever you do, it just concerns you, not me. What for i cared so much & in the end i just end up crying over it? Hahs. When things start to change, you & i will realise. As the days pass by, i realised that we arent that close afterall. Like what you said last time, maybe we both only looked for each other when we're feeling bored & needed each other's help. Yes, i understand. I no longer blame you for anything or hope that you'll tell me whats happening to your life. Maybe i really must be glad that you told me that last night rather than you lying to me. I'm glad for that moment. & i know that the 'glad-ness' wont last me through everything. Coz today, its gone. I should learn to be independent. Hahs. Friends. Somehow or rather, things really changed. You who used to be so dear to me no longer seems to be anymore. But others that i didnt thought i would talk to, became someone i had a conversation with. & now i realise, even if i had a thousand things to tell you, idk how to spell everything out to you.

Lets see what happens tmr yo! Yes or No? D=

2009-08-16T20:49:00.001+08:00

switched to liltomato.onsugar.com for the time being.

2009-08-14T22:21:00.001+08:00

Ever wondered why things turned out this way? hahxz.

2009-08-14T08:43:00.001+08:00

Blogger is being such a bitch, like seriously.

Its a pity that we ended up like this isnt it? I feel the distance between us when not a simple greeting is said when we met. Oh god damnit. EMO -____- In the process of being from friends to strangers again. oh boy, i dont like it. But hey, maybe you do? hahxz. contradicting shit.

Goodluck & Jiayous my dearest percussion for the performance later on! I cant make my presence there anyway. hahxz. JY! :D LOVESLOVES! :D

Cause i know there's something wrong, but you aint gng to say it out. But its ok, as long as you're alright.

As you see the problems accumulating like a wall, are you gng to demolish them or let it stay. Are you gng to remain stagnant or keep moving? Heaven god knows what the world is becoming to.

2009-08-10T21:21:00.001+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!

Yes! Went kite flying yesterday and its really nice! Saw jasmine there, and she helped us out. hehxz. After kite flying, went to watch the NDP @ the field near Compass point since they are having live telecast there. Pledge moment was damn cool. But the MC is kinda stupid, he told the ppl there to sway their hands when we were singing the national anthem, how dumb -________- hahxz. So went to Compass to have our dinner and headed down to guowei's house! One word, PRETTY! :D then blahxzblahxzblahxz. So sad guowei, you still didnt managed to get me into the K-wave. hahahahaxz. so cabbed home with zhihui after that. & HOME SWEET HOME!

Public holiday! :D Met up with Erica and Shuting to study tgt. And coincidentally saw kevin and friends. hahahaxz. what a coincidence right! hehxz.

Blog will be on hiatus! Prelims and Os are approaching!
And hey! Chinese results tmr! *faints

`Cause i know you'll make it through this. I have the faith in you. Go on my dear! :D I believe you can. Cause you always make it through the toughest moments of your life.

2009-08-09T17:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
&
HAPPY 93th BIRTHDAY GRANDPA! :D

Yes, today was supposed to be a joyous occassion. but its kinda not for me now. Had dinner yesterday @ clarke quay with grandpa and relatives from my dad's side. Photos will be uploaded soon when i get it from my cousin. :D Went for tuition in the morning, was kinda half awake. Seriously, how prepared am i for Os? hais. Not everything can be done at the eleventh hour. But after saying so much, will i really start studying? I doubt so myself.

Soonlam: lol u aaarrreee!! ya up is nice n funny. u look like the evil man =D
-LOLOL. yesyes. Nope! You look more like the evil man. hehxz.
SHUTING: omg1! you played basketball! omg2! kevin is cute? O: hahahaha.
-HAHAHA. Yupxz! Whats so omg? LOLOL. Kevin is cute! But is a SHE! :O
cAmelliA: YEAH LORHS MEIJIA! those guys sat behind us seriously sucks luhs.hahas(: russell is cute!!!!
-HAHAHAHA. YES! Damn irritating. hehxz. YESYES. kevin is cute too! :D
CHINMEI: IMY MEIJIA! JIAYOU JIAYOU !
-Hahahaha. I miss you too! :D yesyes, will JY. you must JY tooo! :D

2009-08-07T20:32:00.001+08:00

FRIDAY!
TODAY IS SUPER DUPER AWESOME DAY! (: National day celebration! All of us went HIGH HIGH HIGHHHHH! HAHAHAHA. So went to classroom first to have temp taking, followed by gng to the parade square for march pass. Ok, not bad la. First time in bowen as said by mrC -.- And seriously, MrG looks like a angbao and a little like MP. HAHAHAHA. MrF praised our class! HEHS! So proceeded to the hall for celebration. And its damn high in the hall can! Ok, maybe just the sec4s were high. & mrG's singing is damn 'nice' :D The last part of the concert was the climax. We went to the front to sing the national days and practically we were damn high. But went we reached the sec1s, they were like dying la! HAHAHA. I cant forget their expressions manxz. LOLOL.So thats the national day celebration!Lastly, went to have photo shoot with class. Then with 2e3 :D Went over to find shawn and people. Blahxz blahxz. Played basketball. And went to look at the band.

Went to watch up with the seniors from the section. And UP is nice :D Recommended to watch! :D & the thing that spoilt the fun its the group of guys sitting behind -.- Damn noisy -.- UP is nice :D Touching too! Kevin is cute :D So is russell :D

Lastly, was supposed to return haggy today. But then, hehs, i'm keeping it for now :D

Soonlam:AHAHA ur kiasu also!!
-HAHAHAH! I'm not la! Hehxz! UP is nice right? HAHAHAHA

2009-08-06T19:21:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY! :D
Ok, today's lesson is boring!~ I think i'm gng to fail my F&N paper! heees. whatever. Ok. lazy to elaborate what happened today. Oh well, its just another typical day with a lil more spices today. HAHAHAHAHA.

Cause you're the sweetest addiction since once upon a time:D

2009-08-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

这首为你点播的书，如果我先哭了，正么读到最后。
是的，感情不是o level
一字一字不漏，不见得感动。
我也懂，哪书的手不能栽抖，
撑握着，就能感受你比我难过，
谁写的，书本那么适合放手，
我楨能舍不得~~~
我努力读好化学，我忘了化学fail-ed。
不知道哭设么，哭设么明明搞笑的。
我努力读好朋友，我忘了是谁哭了。
就算你不记得，这本书，读完了，是我。

HAHAHA. jacob sent this.
Sing this lyric tgt with the 我不会唱歌 of showluo.
hahaha.

2009-08-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO EARTH! I"M A HAPPY GIRL TODAY! Tuition was cancelled due to one of lawrence's student has H1N1 and he decided to monitor himself in case he has H1N1 too! heeees. MrsG gave me chocolates today! :D Its great to help ppl out isnt it? LOLOL. And i ate mcspicy too! Mcvalue lunch! Ok, i sound like some auntie here, but its worth it ok! There's wrong about being kiasu right? =// So went back to school with the intention of finding shawnwong and go studying tgt, but know what? we ended up being with the section tgt with camel. Stayed in school with them through their rehearsal. No offence, but i think its kinda redundant. So it ended around 7pm and off we went to hougang point for dinner. And shawnwong didnt study at all. sucker -__________- So headed home & here am i blogging. & just remembered that i'm having F&N test tmr! :O

Something isnt quite right.
You've changed right?
zzz. hopefully not! :D

Shuting: initially i thought your jq was our class one ._. lol.
-LOLOL. No! Why on earth would i take the same bus as him home? LOLOL.
Clarice:hey meijiA, link me!
-Ok! LINKED! :D

2009-08-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY! :D
Cheeweng is freaking SEXYYYYYY tdy! hehes. Finger is injuried! ): Lessons are so boring tdy. Gave ACP a miss as i'm tired and hees, daddy will help to cover it up :D LOVELY :D I LOVE DADDY ! Ok, mrshafee motivated us today
-_____- How desperate are you in getting your As? Seriously, how desperate am i? Anyway since i gave ACP a miss, i came home to take a TWO hour nap to replenish my energy level! :D Os are approaching. As mrY said, our runway has became shorter. As days passes by, it simply just get shorter and shorter and soon, you'll must take off. hees. whatever. Lastly, I LOVE SINGAPORE! :D:D:D & Tay sucks big big time ! =// And i took the same bus home as JQ! :D And someone seems to be still angry with me -.-

How desperate? idk

2009-08-03T19:45:00.003+08:00

School is tiring, but fun today :D F&N ACP ROCKS -_____- i'm aiming to score well for my protein test! yes, tht shall be a challenge for me :D hees. I ate cheese fries today, like finally! :D I have tons of homework waiting for me. Its getting as tall as the mountain! Ohhhhh, tuition! -______- There's SS test tmr, and the sight of *tooot just makes me hate SS. oh, whatever! I'm studying not for the sake of you, its for myself. So i'll just hack care you :D AWESOME! School tmr :D hees, schooling shall be a happy thing for me now. Like hopefully! & O level chinese result will be released within this week! omgomgomg, i'm scared and eager to see my results -____- contradicting piece of shit! heees :D

Alot of things have happened recently. Grandpa's health have really been going downhill, he has fallen down for umpteen times. Take care grandpa.

2009-08-02T21:56:00.002+08:00

Tuition at lawrence house tdy. Ok, woke up late, so went over to his house late tgt with shuting :D grabbed a bite while on the way to his house. hees. so tuition-ed till like 1plus. And he showed us his JC work and its really like OMG :O So went over to Yanting's house to study :D heees. thats all. Tdy was kinda a happy day, except for minutes ago -.- ok, whatever. Sorry is the most i can say for now.

I WANNA WATCH UP! :D:D:D

Lawrence said something today.
"I dont know" is a word tht we all always say. But do you really dont know the thing?
So, "What are you pretending not to know?"
We always use "i dont know" to be an excuse for us when we dont feel like dng the thing. But actually we know what the thing is all about. So if we carry on using "i dont know", one day, we will really dont know anything.
We cant always escape and be afraid to face our problems. When we see the problem, we should solve it. Cause once we build a wall of problems infront of us, we'll take a longer time to demolish the wall.

As i feel the distance between us getting further, i'm scared.
JQ tell me:'just treat your friend a meal or sth then ok le la'
if only things were so simple in life uh. hees. But, thanks JQ :D
船到桥头自然直。 ;DD

Shuting: OMG YOU TOOK SNEAK PICT OF ME! LOL. eh go ecp lah, let's go roller blading! :D hehehehe. shall see you tmrrrr!
-I DIDNT LORHXZ! You posed for the pic can. lolol. I DONT WANT ROLLER BLADE LA! zzz. you know why! aha!
July: i see the big BIG moon aye . HAHA
-HEY! My moon isnt the biggest ok! Someone else is bigger like dont know how many times can! zzz.

2009-08-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

Got the specs and its ready for collection on tuesday :D Ok, i shall start studying like a nerd. -_______- nigel goh says i need to get a single pointer for my L1B4 if not he is gng to get his calculator back.-_____- Anyway, out with dad & sis today :D HAPPY DAY! :D Tuition tmr @ lawrence's house -____________-

I miss the times i had with a lot of people ):

2009-08-01T12:12:00.002+08:00

Our sexy robot for CE lesson :D

2e3`07 :D

:D

QMuni :D

SATURDAY!
Random pictures up!
Hees. just memories & times i missed.
& dearest QMs was so cute to msg me & tell me they have cleaned the room! :D This week has been real tiring. A lot of ups and downs. hahxz. doesnt matter. forget it :D

I feel like gng to the zoo, night safari, jurong birdpark and east coast -________-
I miss a lot of people ):

Shuting:heheeeee i never go sch. and even if i go, also cannot. :D
-Slacker! you're not sick right? you purposely dont want go school right! SLACKER!
Soonlam:haha no lo. next time then we see ^^
-Okok! :D heees. its sure to be you :D

Shut up if you know nothing.
Yesterday proved everything, our friendship isnt that strong afterall.

2009-07-30T21:20:00.001+08:00

THURSDAY! :D
hees. today is a happy day! (: But hey, that little injury on my hand hurts ): It feels numb now. LOLOL. Lessons were alright & kinda boring. F&N coursework part B is sort of officially over! & Coursework Part A was over long ago! So i'm left with theory paper to concentrate on for F&N :D I feel damn tired for the whole day tdy. Four hours of sleep only. Ok, thats not the worse record. hees. After school went to erica house to study with shuting! (: LOLOL.

I seriously need some sleep now. I'm feeling damn tired. Down with a flu and headache -_________- and i've yet to study for my geog and chem test. sigh.
I just realised tht our friendship isnt tht strong enough to withstand everything.

Soonlam:HARLO! owe me something ehh LOL
-No i dont! lol. its more like you owe me something.
Shuting: what soonlam owe you?!!
-Lol. shuting you shut up! lol. tmr must call police ahh! hees.

2009-07-30T00:52:00.002+08:00

Conclusion is so rawr D: I cant think of anything to write for conclusion. & if i dont think of it now, i can die later in a few hours. oh gosh. F&N is such a killer!
& omg, blogger is alright now! WOWOWOWOWOW! Some idiot shit is sleeping now and not replying my msg -________-

2009-07-29T23:30:00.001+08:00

Sometimes how a human behavious and how a human is really scares me off. We fear of many things in life. we're scared that maybe a tiger might eat us up, we're scared that a tsuanmai or the world will come to an end and we all will say byebye to the world. we're scared that a knife or a gun will kill us. But have we actually thought that, its not the guns, not the lions or tigers, not the natural disaters. Its actually we, human beings killing each other.

Seriously, how contradicing is this world?
how hypocrite a person can be?
how scary a person can be?
Worrying abt such things wont get me anywhere right?
hahxz. Jacob yeo told me to think at only the happy stuffs & that life should be lived like this.
heeeeeeees :D

2009-07-29T19:38:00.002+08:00

{edited}

Jacob yeo makes me miss 2e3'07 a lot a lot a lot!
& the a lot can just go on and on forever.
i miss 2e3'07.

WEDNESDAY! :D
Lesson was pretty short today. physics, emaths, SS, eng only (:Went for Pizzahut after lessons since its like 2pm only. hees. Oh, anyway, recess was a fun time for clique AGAIN -___- Feeling damn stupid now, but he says that is not pain, so :D. Pizzahut trip was :D too. As usual, shuting got tricked by us. LOLOL. whatever. 89moredays to Os. -_______- & last than a month to perlims. -______-

Janel:*poke poke!
-Lol. what was tht for? *poke poke? hees.
zien: bestfr! Come my class here de toilet everyday k? HAHA! Then can see him! LOL!
-Lol. nono! damn ps can =// & i dont think we'll be gng your class anymore. & i'm on the second storey now ):

2009-07-28T18:41:00.002+08:00

TUESDAY!
I felt super happy when i woke up. i dont know why. just happy and smiling the moment i woke up -__________- thats kinda dumb. but its the truth! LOLOL. mrsG wasnt in school today! ok. whatever. i think i chem ACP sucks, and its big big big biggggggg timeeeee. went home with suf and idk who after ACP. ok, i think chem acp is so boring. i dont understand a single shit la. salt preparation -__- i think the later part of the day sucks. idk why. oh shit, what a day.

I think i'm such a nuisance.
i wonder whats the meaning of F.

Its been so long.
but i havent got over it.
i feel that i shouldnt let this feeling carry on anymore.
Love or lust. idk at all.

2009-07-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

MONDAY! :D:D:D
Happy day! Ok, lessons started as per normal & thanks to that gohzhihui that is so troublesome! Waste my energy and time early in the morning! Started the day well and so the rest of the day went well, except for a little part of the day that spoiled a little and cheers, its ok now :D Had lessons+ACP till 5 and headed down to the canteen to look for shawn & friends. oh well. its was raining cats and dogs -_____- so headed to point after that. Today was a pretty short day. I came home & fell asleep >< I slept @ like 2am last night & the best thing is i didnt fall asleep in class today! :D But i have a strong feeling that i'm gng to fail my integration test ): PE is fun today! :D & i'm a brave girl today! Although its just a HI but i'm a shy girl you know! ya, like real only. =///

Thanks shawn wong for gng through a lot of trouble just to pull tht stack of foolscrap paper that has a red cover -__________- i'm so touched! :D

Zakiah:hehe! i cant stand how cute meijia was when she heard the news abt S. SO CUTE LA! XD
-OMG! I swear that was freaking embarrassing now >< & frankly speaking, i really cant rmb abt it! I only rmb abt the hair thingy. oh shit. =// & i know i'm cute! :D dont need to praise me! :D:D:D:D
Shijia:HAHA gratz on getting your sweet! :D
-LOL. hello cousin! :D no, he cheated my feelings ): LOLOL.

2009-07-26T13:17:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY!
Life was oh-so-lovely :D
Went down to look at the band since i have no acp and i have to wait for the rest to finish their lessons and also they are gng to have a celebration for shimin. Zakiah and the rest came down too (: Soon, they finished their ACP and we went off to help out a little. blahxzblahxzblahxz. Band prac ended. Headed down to chin's house and cooked food for them. Say tht i'm nice! :D teehee. so gave shimin a little surprise! & did i say tht we had dinner at like 9+? Lol. Anyway, once again, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! :D So cabbed home tgt with eunice, JY and Shawn :D

Saturday!
Woke up in the morning and went to have breakfast with LM and Shawn. As usual, shawn was late! So went to school and help out the band. Was kinda a short day as we went there kinda late. Nigel & suf was there too! After dismissal, went to point. Ate and started studying with fak, july and weishian. thn suf came & blahxzblahxzblahxz.
Zakiah came down & we talked, gossip and whatever. Memmories la :D I feel so ps last night =// So cabbed home tgt with shawn @ 12am+ (:

SUNDAY!
Was supposed to go shawn's house & study. But i'm lazy and that stupid dumb ass needs to go out at like 5+, so whats the point of me gng over? LOL. so MS, you cant blame me :D & i missed the chance to see shawn today! LOL. Going to bathe haggy later, hopefully nth goes wrong if not shawn will slaughter me ): Daddy cooked lunch today, & he bought "我的美人" for me to eat :D I'm so gng to get the candies! :D Tmr shall be the day! :D LOLOL.
P.S ervin sucks big time =///

Clarice:hi meijia, nice skin(:
-Thanks! Lol. HI CLARICE (:
Shuting:HI. i had fun on thurs! :D ops. hahaha
-Lol, glad that you have fun! Aha. tmr will be a fun day for you too!-___- aha.
Michelle:hellos, miss tan. LOLS
-Lol, you sucker man! I'm ms CHAN! :D:D:D:D

Dearest sucker,
I have got over it.
I know you can too!
Its not the end of the world when she's not there for you anymore.
Cause there's still plenty of beautiful things for you to explore out there.

Disappointment is the word now.
But i know in future to come, success will be the word :D
I know its not the end of the world and also not the end of you guys (:
Actions speaks louder than words, go for it my dears (:

2009-07-23T22:18:00.004+08:00

I cried like a piece of pathetic shit in class today early in the morning. & the solely reason was because of coursework part B. Ok, blame it on my carelessness. I fucking forgot to bring my damn it research work that is freaking important for conclusion. But thanks to daddy, everything is solved. Although i got a scolding from him. But then, THANKS A LOT DADDY! MUACKS MUACKS :D

Shuting & i met up with the slacker that woked up late for school thus not gng to school -___- Went for studying session @ mac. Gave dad a call and told him that i gave chinese lesson a miss cause i find it redundant. And daddy is alright with that (: Studied and home-ed! School tmr! & i swear today was the first time i slept in the class for the year of 2009! :D Gng to study chem! I dont want to contribute a F9 to the class! & i passed my integration test! ^^

& shawnwong sucks big time ): pfft. He was happily sleeping in class when i'm crying like a piece of pathetic shit in my class ):

Erica:hello MJ:D u know wat i waana sayy:D hahaha
-Ok, shut up! Dont say :D
Meishan:relink. thanks
-Done relink-ing :D
Yeeching:MeiJia! i want the photo taken with you!(:
-its on my FB my dear.
Janel:*poke
-Ouch! -____-

2009-07-22T20:54:00.001+08:00

I wished i was stronger at times like this.
Dont ask me why.
Maybe today just isnt the day.
& its the time of the month.
Down right to the bottom.

I dont understand a single shit about the things gng on.
The world is turning & changing,
so are all the things around.
I dont get it.
I never did since young.

I thought all the stupid things gng on will stop
But it didnt. It has been years.
& seriously i'm sick of it.

O level in like another 96 days?
& seriously wtf am i dng now.
I screwed up my PSLE.
Am i like fucking gng to screw up my Os?

Wrong decisions made at wrong times.
I swear tht i hoped i have just shut my bloody mouth all the time.
& if can, i would like to shut my ears.
But hey, its not working out correctly for me.
ok, everything sucks bigbig time now.

2009-07-21T22:30:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling damn tired now.
& its like 10.34 now -.-
thats damn early for me.
Actually i would be in my dreamlands by now if not for CX. -.-
Stupid neighbour. =//

2009-07-21T19:55:00.005+08:00

BLOGGER HAS PROBLEM!
I cant upload the photos!
ok, racial harmony day is fun :D
Its just kinda hot. =//

Listening compre tmr!
GOODLUCK PEOPLE! :D
Blogger are unable to upload the pictures, so is FB ):

And Shawn Wong Ding Jie said tht i grew fatter ):
I think so too! I'm gng to go on an diet soon! =//

Everyone has a dream and wants it to come true.
But a dream will only come true when you put in the effort to make it come true.

2009-07-20T22:25:00.001+08:00

I think shuting is jealous now.
cause i'm eating sushi now :D:D:D
LOVE MUMMY :D

P.S. Haggy has no ethnic costume to wear tmr!
HOW? D:

2009-07-20T21:27:00.002+08:00

Hello my dear mother earth! :D
blogger is having some problems right now -.-
ok. whatever.
Today's PE lesson is awesome :D
Lessons were awesome too :D

Racial Harmony day tmr!
& heggy is gng to school tmr. Hopefully i rmb to bring him along.
teeheee.

Life is great :D

Ok, & after 16years of living, i just knew tht i'm a premature baby. & seriously, i dont think i look like one now. I dont think anyone would believe tht! LOLOL!
When i was borned, i was black in colour and my sister was yellow -.-
So no worries, she will be fine.

Its kinda sad to see him like this.
Maybe god bless her. Loves.

2009-07-19T21:55:00.007+08:00

HAGGY IS STAYING OVER AT MY HOUSE! :D

& i'm gng to bring it to school so tht shawn wont miss it too much :D

Had 3 hours of tuition today! & seriously i sucks at finding places.

What a good sense of direction i have -.-

Ok, major exams are round the corner.

I'm staying back in school till damn late this week.

Mon, tues, thurs till 5.45 -.-

Ok, i still feel kinda happy today :D

happy girl :D

P.S shuting muacks me! eeew!

We're both now perfectly fine with no words coming out from both our mouths.

oh. whatever. shutup mj.

2009-07-16T21:03:00.005+08:00

THURSDAY!
Oh, time flies. The week is ending soon.
CE lessons is fun. :D
Went to study with Erica after school :D
& home-ed
Chem test tmr, i think i'm gng to fail it.
I'm kinda distracted now.
Oh, sucks. get over it.

Dear sir, we'll be right here praying for you.
Hoping tht things will be alright.
May god bless you.

imy.

2009-07-15T20:56:00.002+08:00

WED-NES-DAY! :D
Went for meeting in the morning.
Meeting till like 9am and went for class
I miss percussion ):
So ate breakfast in class. teehee. Thanks clique :D
Pledge taking and whatever.
Started lessons.
& SS is like so boring now. i dislike SS now ):
Lessons ended @ 2pm.
Met up with Shawn and Nadia.
Went to study @ point.
blahxz blahxz.
Went home for tuition.
& it kinda sucks big time ):
Its good to laugh :D :D

2009-07-14T20:45:00.002+08:00

Tuesday! :D
There's no war today in school.
He just acted as if nothing happened.
I dont understand chem at all
There's tuition tmr. DIE!
Life is so boring now.
I'm kinda lost now, when Os is round the corner.
I think i suck big time.
Everybody is studying, i'm not.
There's SS test. oh, wtf.
Sucks ):

2009-07-13T22:06:00.007+08:00

Monday! :D
I screwed up my coursework Part B D:
Lessons was ok.
Acp was ok too :D
Was late for school. D:
I waiting for tmr's arrival. I'm wondering what will happen.
I'm missing percussion D:
I feel so dumb today.
I'm gng to keep my mouth shut.
I dislike today.
Know the limits my dear.
I dont feel like the happiest girl on earth today. sucks.
There's ACP tmr :D
I'm gng to be the happiest girl on earth tmr.
Platonic friend. I still dont get it.

2009-07-13T00:15:00.005+08:00

Sunday thn monday! :D
Woke up early in the morning thanks to baby cousin coming onto my bed.
Met up with clique to study @ yanting's house.
Studied.
Chit-chat
Ate lunch
Hougang mall-ed with shuting
Home-ed
Slept for like 3hours.
But i'm feeling tired now, like -.-
F&N coursework in another few hours.
I havent do my research work!
Emaths is also still undone!
No more sectional for me & the rest of the graduating members.
Gng full force for studies now.
I think i'm coming menses soon.
Having a rather bad mood now. PMS -.-
The flowers tht clique give are still in the fridge.
I miss a lot of people, idk why.
I want to understand things, but its getting nowhere.
I think i'll be angry with you again if we talk abt it.
I think i sucks.
I dislike monday's lesson. There's ACP ):
Oh well, i'll miss percussion`09 :O
Ending on a positive note, no more bruises for me :D
And i'm still a happy girl today :D
And i'm feeling kinda hungry now.
I miss shawn wong. & ohhh, he & teruna fell for the same girl! D: Shawn dont love me! ): Xinifinity

SHUTING-Wont fail de luhhxz :D yesyes. Its nice right? I'll sing it to you in like hours :D teehee.
YEECHING-Welcome! All the best girl! :D
CHINMEI-Welcome! :D yes, i'll JY de :D All the best to you too my dear! :D
DINGJIE-Is it like counted? Lol. Just plain lazy-ness to type everything out. & shawn you sucks! LOL. =/

WITH TRUCKLOADS OF LOVE,
MEIJIA :D

2009-07-11T22:30:00.006+08:00

Graduating members :D Take 1
Take 2!

Snare drummers; past and present :D

MR.F.Y :D

Finale

R.E.D :D Take 1

R.E.D Take 2

CG!

Take 3! :D

The oh-so-traumatized justin

Flowers from clique :D

Cymbal players! :D

Clique :D

July & yeeching!

Snare drummers :D

Sec ones!

Batchmates :D

Yeeching & camel! :D

Mac chicken! Take 1
Take 2!

Bus ride to TPY!

Performance @ TPY was a success :D
I LOVE PERCUSSIONIST :D
I'm the happiest girl on earth today :D
Clique came down to support me & they gave me flowers :D LOVELOVE.
I took photo with F.Y & theres only the two of us :D
& THANKS PERCUSSION :D
I will never forget the times i spent with my percussionist & of course my members of uniform :D
Drumline :D
Cymbal players were AWESOME :D
~~Tired! Off to bed!~~
~~Will update more tmr with more & more pictures! :D~~
Thanks clique, percussionist and everyone for making me the happiest girl on earth today :D LOVES :D
~~Shawn wong is so slow! I want my F.Y photo! =/~~
Photos are up! :D
I've always made wrong decisions and choices, but i know there's this one choice that i didnt make wrong; which is to join bowen military band. There's were i knew wonderful bandmates. & lastly, blessed with a oh-so-awesome section :D
Cause i still dont understand.

2009-07-10T21:41:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY!
Performance @ TPY tmr.
Chem is kinda fun today.
I'm frowning to the computer screen now =.=
I'm having a headache now.
I need to get some sleep.
I'm happy tht i got 20/25 for my chem test today :D
I'm sad tht i wont be spending much time with my dearest percussionist anymore after tmr's performace.
I'm gng to take pics with all my percussionists tmr :D
I feeling damn pek chek after talking to you.
I'm frowning even more now.
I need to find my hair net! Its somewhere in the house.
My section's guys are gng to play chinese chess tonight.
I foresee a storm coming on tuesday.
Grandpa's health is gng downhill. hais.
I wont understand if you dont say anything
I dont want to get the wrong impression of you.
Tell me you're not that kind of person.
Oh please, i need to get my fucking brains working.
& LASTLY, good luck my dearest percussionist! LOVELOVE.

2009-07-09T21:11:00.003+08:00

THURSDAY! :D

As usual, late for sectional.
Ok, i promise to wake up earlier tmr for sectional.
Upcoming performance on saturday. (:
Its really the last performance if nth last minute pops up like this one.
Lesson finished like at 1330 and so accompanied clique till its 1400.
Then went for sectional.
Oh, & today shuting bully me ): Verbal bullying ):
LOL. But i shall be kind and forgive her! Shuting! :D
Oh well, mdm lim talked about bullying today for CE.

Done with planning of coursework part B today in school :D
I dont like tmr ): there's chem test! I havent study yet. ):
I'm feeling tired now ):
& lol, i better stop talking abt K before things gets worser.
And since we have cleared the air! LOLOL.

I'm speechless at this point of time.
I dont know what you want from me & i dont know what i want from you.
I think its kinda dumb now.
I dislike seeing you everyday & we act like strangers.
That sucks ok.

2009-07-08T21:38:00.002+08:00

WEDNESDAY!

Yes, wednesday. I was late for sectional and its real late this time. So joined the section for practice. & i'm damn embarrassed today. I tripped during the drumline & the next moment i turned back, i saw crowds looking at us, throw face =.= So went for lessons, and seriously i'm hating SS now. I can still feel the fire burning in me. Had oral today. I cant imagine i just blurted out english words when i'm like having my chinese oral. The two teachers stared at me as if i was a freak or something when i stopped suddenly in between the conversation. RAWR. Screwed up. So went down for sectional. Did drumline and thn went mall with shawn wong. :D

I dont feel like doing coursework now! But i will be deadmeat tmr if i dont get it done by today.

Disappointed in you, me, everything.
Our conversation got us no where.
Speechless. I really wish my eyes were shut completely.
I dont wish to see what i dont like to see.
Let things go back to the used-to-be you.

2009-07-07T21:00:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL-DAY! :D
Lessons are ok, except for SS -.-
So lessons ended and went for sectional for an hour.
Went for chem ACP (:
& home-ed.
What a boring life.
Never mind, after Os i will go crazy with cliques & loved ones :D

ERICA-THERE! Dont you see it? I thank-ed you! :D
LIPIN-why is my tagboard stupid? Is Ice age 3 nice? :D
DINGJIE- Teehee. Be honoured ok! Not everyone has tht ok! I think my organiser is damn prettyyy now :D TEEEEHEEE. I dont miss you. I love you! ooooppppxz! lol. Later J slaughter me! =//

I want to shut my eyes forever.
Daddy, see no evil.
Not seeing= not knowing= no lies from you.

2009-07-06T22:27:00.006+08:00

Your lies sucks.
Just say out the truth.
I feel like a idiot everytime i talk to you.
Hais, i no longer know the way to communicate with you.
I like talking to the used-to-be telling me everything de friend.
I like spending time with the used-to-be no lies to me de friend.
But like what you say, thats used to be right?
Can you dont change? ):

By the way, i feel like a fucking stupid dumb ass now.
If you dont care, why bother asking in the first place?
Hahxz. speechless now ok. I dont know what to say.
Thanks uhhh.

2009-07-06T21:19:00.005+08:00

I need to talk to shawn now!
But he is asleep! ): SHAWN!~

HAPPY! :D
So met up with the section, not all. Only the drumline people.
Went for lunch & went to the multi-purpose near Shawn's house & started everything.
Then went up to Shawn's house to sort out the parts.
& cymbals were made to go to the kitchen to think of gimmicks! ):
Time flies and some of them went home, while the rest of us played games or studied -.-
Wen to compass for dinner, LJS (:
& home-ed. Kenny Quak is bad enough not to sit with me. sucker. LOL.

Shawn wong is a smelly ass!
He havent bathe yet! D:
SMELLLY~

& thanks erica & yanting! :D
Yanting is gng to watch movie with me and she is gng to wear a 20cm high heels!
Oh sister! ITS TWENTY! NOT TEN! LOL.

JULYY- LOL. You mean yours? teehee. ooopppxxzzz =/
JANEL-Yes triplet? lol
ERICA-Thanks erica! its on the top! :D

You dont care.

2009-07-06T10:06:00.001+08:00

MEETING UP WITH SECTION IN AN HOUR'S TIME :D

2009-07-05T20:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY Xinifinity!
I spent my weekends wisely :D
Studying at shawn's house was kinda a success.
I finish my SS & stuffs. And i was LMAO @ night. Lol. If only J was online uh shawn! :D
So went home with meishan & chit-chat while waiting for th bus to come.
Reached home & bathed and a new day came :D
& dearest shawn wong cleaned up his house! :D
Seriously, its dirty ok! I'm not being fussy ok! :D:D

So woke up @ 10plus, ate breakfast and continued homework & stuffs.
Thn my dearest shuting *phew came over to my house.
So did tution work & since its still early, we went down to grab something to eat.
Thn came back up & waited for lawrence to come over.
So started tution & lawrence really woke me up.
"Never let the ghost of your past haunt you"

Today is a sort of happy day.
Shawn knocked some senses into me too.
Yes, i'll throw my china phone away if i really cant take it.
Teehee. Thanks shawn wong & ngshuting! :D LOVELOVE.

Oh, i wished i wasnt online.
I wished i hadnt saw it.
Cause i never understood what kind of person you are.
You're always so secretive.
She likes you for that, but i dont.
As a friend or what, i never liked you or any of my friends to be secretive.
I never did.
I felt irritated by you. i dont even feel like a friend to you.
I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU.
You're ohsocomplicated, like strings tied tgt.
Hahxz, after saying so much.
I dont even think it will have any impact on you right?
Maybe you wont even know its you.

2009-07-04T19:45:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY! :D
I'm @ shawn's house now.
I had a good laugh just now.
Today is a happy day!

2009-07-03T21:56:00.006+08:00

I never understood why people have those kind of reaction.
No matter its to the dearest people around or even to strangers.
Sometimes dont you find your own words to be too crude?
Dont you find yourself too evil?
Human beings had never liked people critising them,
but they like critising people.
Dont you find it to be a joke?
I never understood.
I dont, i really dont.

No matter how bad th person treated, dont you feel tht people deserves another chance?
Regardless whether its your kin or your friends, they were someone used to be close to you right? Your family members are people that you had blood relation with. But why those bad thoughts could actually come out from your mouth?
A family indeed. I dont get it.

Its amazing how sad the world is becoming.
Happy outside. happy in the inside?
I never knew.

2009-07-02T19:54:00.002+08:00

THURS-DAY!

Woke up late again -.-
omg, i need to learn to be punctual luhhxz.
oh goddd, so took a cab down to school again.
Sectional time!~
thn Lesson time!~
Got coursework part B today.
Oh godddd, time is running out!
& tada, lessons ended :D

So went down for sectional again.
The whole section is like having party there.
So did a run-thru for everything.
& thn tada, HOUGANG POINT!

Stepped into mac & my section started MJ-ing
& i was like qusetion mark.
and in the end knew why they went MJ-ing! -.-
So ate dinner & did amaths homework and home-ed!

P.S. I & shawn wore couple socks today, same colour :D Xinfinity
P.S.S. I miss shawn, but he doesnt ):
P.S.S.S. He love some other girl ): Xinfinity
LOL! Shawn, you're deadmeat! :D

2009-07-01T23:08:00.003+08:00

WED-NES-DAY!

Woke up & i thought that i'm so gng to be late for sectional.
In the end, shawn wong was later -.-
So started sectional & stuffs and went to class for lessons.
And today is a short and sweet day :D
Its like 4 lessons only! HAPPY HAPPY!~

So went to the doctor today, some bacteria went into my eyes
and thats why its swollen and red D:
I'm done with homework.
Gonna start revision.

I'm feeling damn gulity now,
my damn it phone bill is like $265! -.-
& dad didnt really scold me for it.
GULITY SHIT!

& Shawn says he doesnt miss me ):
He misses some other girl
): Xinfinity

Good luck to those having Oral tmr! :D

TATA!

2009-06-30T21:33:00.001+08:00

SCHOOL~
Ok, i was feeling damn shaggggggg todayyyy!
So went for morning sectional, then went for lessons.
Lessons were okay, but recess was disaterous! -.-
I'm gng to have my revenge soon SHAWN WONG DING JIE!
So continued with lessons as per normal.
SO TADA! lessons ended.
Went for afternoon sectional.
& TADA! They were back from Xinmin after their rehearsal!
& thn TADA! we went to hougang point.
& thn thn TADA! the same man was there and was frigging scary.
and thanks to khairi for scaring me! TYVM!
& thn thn thn, was supposed to go see a doctor.
but nahxznahxz, didnt ):
All shawn's fault! o.0

2009-06-29T21:44:00.003+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
Had temperature taking & stuffs.
Not really interested in the AYG thingy.
So started lessons after the AYG thingy.
Blahxz blahxz blahxz.
Had lessons until like 4?
Went down for sectional & i was practically slacking there luhhxz.
MrK owns me a pen! :D yes, the blue blue one! :D
Ohwell, nth much.
School life is so boring. I'm so looking to the day when i'm out of bowen :D

Not gng down to xinmin for rehearsal tmr.
mrK say there are cases of H1N1 there, so to play safe graduting members are not to go down. :D

Oh boy, i still cant digest it.
But since you chose that path, thn goodluck.
Dont disappoint me luhhxz uh. I have very high hopes on you my dear.

2009-06-28T21:27:00.004+08:00

Ok, i'm not gng to post abt the wedding thingy, i'm too lazy! =/
I feel so lost now can! I have tons of homework undone T.T
So gonna get slaughtered tmr ):
COURSEWORK=SIAN!
Hopefully afternoon lessons are cancelled!
mrK said its a week of uncertainty! -.-
Oh god, save me! I'm like even blogging now?! wtf.

Anyway, yes julaina,
banging head on the wall just doesnt helps to get things better.
Like c'mon i really dont get it! Its hard hard hard to digest everything you know.
oh boy, i feel like killing all the dolls on earth! Oh maybe just that one.
I feel so evil now, but maybe she is the evil one?
Pray god tht he will see th light soon soon soon! =//

I dread the reopening of school!
LIKE HELLO, O LEVEL IS APPROACHING!
The damn it teachers will be rushing & pushing us like crazy!
Oh, i just told my daddy i have a performance coming up. He didnt say anything.
Next one to confess to, SISTER -.-

Anyway, i want my future hubsand to be like Dexter.
Just someone like him, but not him.
He is too old luhhhxz! :x ooooppppxxzz.

I thought you was a friend.
But maybe you're not? _l_
Tell me you are my friend,
tell me you're one i believe you are.

I dont like it when you're so secretive,
i dont like it when you lie.
Whats wrong being truthful.
I dont understand.

2009-06-28T12:59:00.003+08:00

Wedding dinner @ Goodwood Park Hotel.

Its the most interesting & fun wedding dinner i've attended!

I'm lazy to elaborate tht much now.
But its fun! & the groom's brother is handsome!
OOOOPPPPPPXZ :x

TATA! Will update more when i'm done with my homework & stuffs!

Oh, school is reopening like tmr?!
D: D: D: D: D: D:

2009-06-26T21:30:00.003+08:00

Back to school and i regretted!
I'm like super duper red now!
like O.M.G! Its really damn red with a lil of black-ness in it.
And please, NO TAN LINES! ):
But its damn nice today, whole day of drumline :D
And my hand is aching now, with blue black on my legs -.-

After th whole thing ended, went to macs for dinner.
And its definitely a bad thing to sit next to shawn!
Oh well, its just feel perfectly nice to be with them (:

Got home & online-ed.
Talk to tashryn and she says she miss me nagging her, so is dianah! :D
Aha, th QM room miss me too :D
& thus, i'll find one day to go down and nag at them for th whole day!
I kinda miss my QM life, when i got so irritated by people & stuffs =/
and also th lovely moments with my members of uniform :D
& th stupid teruna talked to me so that i will see his DP -.-
and its because his DP has him with a kitty!
Talked to july & i really felt like banging my head on th wall.
Oh my dear, its getting so wrong luhhhxz boy!
I cant digest everything yet!
oh well, get over it luhhxz uh.

ZHIHUI- Its nice luhhxz! Aha. yeayea, th butterfly flyaway also nice! :D

Told myself that i will get out of this shit of yours,
& definitely i will.

2009-06-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

BOOHOO~
Lawrence went to australia! But its Perth luhhxz = safe :D
Had tuition and met up with zhihui followed by jiawei then ivana!
Oh well, sort of like a gathering uh! :D
So studied tgt thn came over to my house as i needed to buy dinner for my grandpa.
And we kinda got stucked in my house!
teehee.
& we went so crazy over 我知道.
we practically singing all th way. And we proceeded on to hougang for dinner!
Anyway, i feel like vomitting now!
& boohoo, they thinks tht i'm pregnant cause i have craving for food!

Anyway! Had percussion chalet ytd! :D
Oh well, its was nice although i didnt stay over-night.
Ok, i enjyed myself! Thanks for everything percussion! :D
Thanks yeeching for choosing tht pigpig (:
LOVE LOVE! :D

SHUTING-Yes! i'll definitely start one with you! aha! :D & he is back! With no swine flu! :D
SF-Lol! too bad! teehee
ERICA-Ok! Thanks for caring! Dont be so lesbianyyy luhhxz!

If i'm really such a daughter to you,
i've got nth much to say anymore.

2009-06-23T23:21:00.008+08:00

Oh wonderful _l_
Today was oh so nice day until night time.
Oh fuck it luhhxz. knn.
I feel so vulgar -.-
Ok, blame th tears or what so ever,

I read shairazi's blog & i cried :

"Dying Girl Gets Final Wish To See "Up"Cancer-Stricken 10-Year-Old Able To Watch Movie At Home Before DyingJune 19, 2009

(AP) Colby Curtin got her final wish. The 10-year-old girl desperately wanted to see the new Disney-Pixar movie, "Up." But the cancer-stricken girl was too sick to go to a theater. Thanks to a family friend who got in touch with the movie studio Pixar, an employee of the Emeryville-based company arrived at Colby's home with a DVD copy of the movie, The Orange County Register reported Friday. The girl died later that night. Colby's mother, Lisa, said she had asked her daughter if she could hang on until the movie arrived. "I'm ready (to die), but I'm going to wait for the movie," she said her daughter replied. "Up" is the animated tale of a grumpy old man who, after his wife's death, tries to fulfill their joint dream of visiting South America by tying thousands of balloons to his house and floating away. "When I watched it, I had really no idea about the content of the theme of the movie," Colby's mother told the Register. "I just know that word 'Up' and all of the balloons and I swear to you, for me it meant that (Colby) was going to go up. Up to heaven." Colby, who was diagnosed with vascular cancer in 2005, saw previews for the film in April. "It was from then on, she said, 'I have to see that movie. It is so cool,"' family friend Carole Lynch said. But the girl's health began to deteriorate. On June 4, Curtin asked a hospice company to bring a wheelchair so that her daughter could go to a movie theater but the chair was not delivered over the weekend, Curtin said. By June 9, Colby was too sick to go anywhere. Another family friend, Terrell Orum, called both Pixar and Disney, which owns the animation studio. The message was received by Pixar officials, who agreed to send someone to Colby's house the next day with a copy of "Up" for a private screening, Orum said. The employee arrived with the DVD, stuffed animals of characters and other movie memorabilia. Colby was unable to open her eyes to see the movie so her mother described the scenes. When her mother asked if she enjoyed it, the girl nodded, Curtin said. The Pixar employee left after the movie, taking the DVD, which has not been released. Lynch, who was with the family during the screening, said the employee's "eyes were just welled up." A call to Pixar seeking comment was not immediately returned Friday. Colby, with her parents nearby, died later that night. Her mother said one of the memorabilia left by the Pixar employee was an "adventure book" based on a scrapbook that, in the movie, is kept by the wife of the main character. "I'll have to fill those adventures in for her," Lisa Curtin said of her daughter. "

I think its damn touching can! omfg.
& i ate my tiramisu ytd !:D tehee.